As I see my life back then, so many things I done, so many places I've been to and so many people added as friend, acquintances and enemy as well. Those years that I didn't blog, I hope I found something interesting to write now, but although I change a lot in terms of feelings due to my current circumstances, I failed to identify "what is now" in my life or maybe I'm so lazy to think something or am I?
Life events such as marriage break-up, children's unending needs, life demands and self fulfillment seems permanent. After two years of not writing anything in this blog because of those things happen to me, I feel so alone and uncomforted even with family, then I ask God "where are you in my life at that momrent?", then he answered in my thoughts "you focus so much in life that is temporary, focus on me and you'll never go wrong" and I feel His comfort.
Now, everytime I feel lifes' pressing matter, I commune with God in every opportune time. Everyday I feel renewed and everyday I feel born again. If I have a big problem I talk to him, I say it to Him, I explain to him and I complain it to him like a child to his father. And I hear He says to me that the earth is just your temporary home.
My temporary assignment seems a lifetime to me, but the Lord of Host, my God had given me is nothing but to accept my temporary assignment.
What is yours?
